graduation. yeah. it's official.

oh yea.

jobs. yuck.

So I've been looking for a job this semester and no luck. I keep getting excited when a possibility arises and then I get let down when it doesn't follow through. I know I'll get one, I just want one before I graduate so I know whether I'm moving home for the time being or I'm staying here to work. As of right now I'm planning on moving back home after graduation just to save money on rent. However, today I was overwhelmed with the feeling that I need to stay here. But where am I going to live? What if I don't have a job right away? It's hard trusting your feelings. I'm willing to relocate anywhere. I just feel that if I move back home I'll be stuck there because there's nothing and no one there. It's a good town for people who already have families and already are in their career, but it's not exactly an up-and-up booming town for young single college students. Hm. I have no idea what to do.

Ruby

So this is me and my new best friend. We look good together, no? She's a little dusty now so I drove her around in the rain on Saturday, but it just made the dust nastier. Hm. I guess I could just take her to get washed, but paying to wash a car is just wrong. Back home we always wash them in our driveway. So I guess I just need to buy a house so I can use my own hose and soap and wax to take care of her. ... But it was a good bonding day for us though. She's got a few dents in her, but I swear, I didn't do them! She's not in an abusive relationship! I feel kind of bad cause I usually only see her on the weekends. I don't want her to think I'm using her for rides.

But isn't she pretty?!?!